Friday 2 July 2021

New Bike Day.

There is something about getting a new bike, whether it be assembled at a bike shop, or delivered in a box. But I have to say, unboxing is a little special.

Now I've always preferred the LBS, Local.Bike Store. But over the past years I have had reason to turn away from them in my town. I have, luckily found one that I may frequent.

Being told that your Cube is pretty much a shit bike that I'll have trouble with, and another that charges well above prices...well. By the way, I have not had one once of trouble with the Cube Atyention SL in the three years I've owned it.

Anyway digressing...yes opening up the box, lifting it out and starting to separate the pieces of the beautiful puzzle was, well, exciting.

I purchase the new bike online as you've probably guessed. The bike is a Marin Nicasio gravel bike, as I've been looking for this style bike for  while.

I've looked and pondered some over the past twelve months or so, and on my list was the Bombtrak and Kona. But prices intontje high 3k made me hum and ah.

Price was a big factor of the Nicasio. It came in at $897.00 AUD on an End Of Finacial Year Sale. Normal retail is around $1099-$1299 AUD.  It is a budget friendly bike but it had characteristics that caught my eye.

It is has a Chromoly frame and forks with plenty of rack, guard and cage mount options. It has the Shimano Claris 2 x 8 drive chain with .... mechanical disc brakes. STI shifters are Claris as well.

It comes standard with Marin double walled aluminium 32H rims that sport 30 mm .... tyres and 6 bolt 160 mm rotors. The rear wheel is fitted with a Sunrace 11-34 cassette, which in my opinion only just fits. It seems a little snug changing into the granny gear.

The saddle is a Marin and is mounted using a 27.2 mm seat post. This saddle is quite surprising. The Kona Sutra is the only bike I've owned that I didn't change to saddle on straight away. The Cube, and even my munched loved Trek Domane 5.2. The Bontager Paradigms were far from a comfort endurance saddle. But the Marin saddle is extremely comfortable, it's an astonishing keeper.

Cranks are FSA with a tapered seald BB. They measure on my size, a 58, 175 mm and length, and run a compact chainring set, 50/34.

The bike rides very well for a starting point bike. The last bike I had with Claris 2 x 8 was my Trek Alpha 1.1, a base road model. Shimano has vastly the Claris shifters and derailleurs. They are much smoother than they used to be.

The bike is smooth and feels light for an all steel bike. It has agile and responsive handling, and gives you plenty of road feel whilst suppressing the bumps.

The standard 30 mm tyres are more of a road tyre  but do handle gravel OK. But they're not something I would like to ride the BVRT with. They do, however, grip well even in the wet.

If you're after a budget bike, it would be one well worth considering. Purchasing the bike through Bicycles Online was easy, and delivery time swift. It only took three days from Sydney to Bundaberg. The bike was exceptionally well packed with Velcro straps and compressed neoprene as the packing.

Assembly was easy. Simply fit handlebars and seat post/seat, front wheel and pedals. I did find some adjustments needed to be done, brake cable tension, and pad adjustment, along with some indexing and cable tension adjustment on the gears. Even if you're a newby to riding and have little mechanical skill set it isn't hard, a quick search on YouTube will have your bike up and running in no time. Oh, and the bike comes with a multi tool and a pedal spanner. Yes the bike comes with pedals...they are just basic plastic flat pedals. But they do have a good sizable platform.

To be honest, out of the box this bike is a good bike. Basic components make for simple maintenance. It's ride quality and agility make it a great bike. It would make a great commuter bike as is, but to say it is a gravel bike is a push. It handles gravel well, don't get me wrong, but tyres are the thing that would let it down here. It has room for 700x40c or you can swap to 650bx47c. They do state that it takes up to a 700x35c tyre, but later in their description they state 30-40 mm tyres.

All in all I'm very happy with the purchase, even as is. But me being me, it won't stop there. I have also been busy purchasing upgraded components to make a great little bike even better...but we'll leave that side of it for another time





















The Endless Mind Game

 It has been crazy here. I've had a lot too deal with, not physically but mentally. This is where it gets tough for me.

In April of 2019 I retired from work due to anxiety, depression and PTSD. I've always battled the first two, and fought well to control it. But in September of 2014 a car overtook my truck up over the crest of a hill and over double unbroken lines.

That on itself is annoying more then threatening, but a car carrying two occupants was coming the other way. It was that moment that sealed my fate as well. Watching two innocent men, fathers and husbands scream to their deaths has haunted me ever since.

In 2017 I was diagnosed with Severe Anxiety and Depressive Disorder along with PTSD. It has been a long battle to get some form of life, and is still a hard war to fight even to this day.

Motivation is squashed, desire buried and the will to live is non existent. I am on the road to recovery, well stabilisation now. I see a psychiatrist regularly and I will ne seeing a new psychologist soon for a new line of treatment for me, EMDR, or Eye Movement Desensitisation and Reprogramming. Essentially how it was explained to me is that the part of the brain that controls the flight or fight responses has never turned off. This hasn't allowed the part of the brain that processes dramas and the such to process my trauma.

It's not a new treatment, it's been around for a while. But it is new to me and we'll see how it goes.

At the moment I take a daily cocktail of medication to keep me somewhat sane, or as sane as I can be. The EMDR hopefully will weave it's magic and get me off, or at least reduce the amount of medication I'm on.

Riding makes a difference to the headspace I become imprisoned in. But it is always easy. The Anxiety when high cause a dizziness, similar to that of vertigo of which I'm no stranger to. Once.on the bike and riding this dizziness disappears. But somedays it's difficult to feel safe balance wise. I know if I push through things will improve dramatically. But keeping balance on the bike until then is sometimes extremely scary. It's an oxymoron really, stuffed if I do, and stuffed if I don't.

Of course the time spent fighting cancer last year did not help the situation. Between lockdowns and recovery it become increasingly difficult to fight back against the drowning dark cloud the encapsulated me. 

I suppose that's what it feels like to me anyway. Imagine being in a fog so thick that you can't see before your face as you stumble around. At the same time knowing that there is a cliff face near you, worrying if your next step could be your last, heart racing, mind thumping and every nerve in your body feels like it's on fire. So then you lay down to protect yourself. The fog turns to a blinding darkness, the air around you is somehow vaccumed out, not only your lungs, but the atmosphere around you.

Then the body gives in to the mind's deception. You collapse, unable to move, so fearful. You start to weep internally and the thoughts of gloom become stronger and stronger. Something so minuscule becomes a giant that you have no way of knowing how you'll over come it.

You find safety in your surroundings. Its a comfort thing. You isolate yourself, not just from friends, but from loved ones as well. Then, when you think it's all over and you get up to leave, the safety of isolation turns to a prison, one of continual torment, attacking your self worth and esteem. You give in and allow the shackles to keep you chained in that thought. It becomes easier to give in than it is to fight.

It's not an easy road, I know I'm not the only one...but you feel so alone. Your self confidence shattered becomes shards of glass that cut and tear at your soul as you crawl around in torment. You forget who you are, you character and personality sucked out of you. You've been imprisoned for so long you have no idea of what freedom is. It is easy to open a door of a bird cage, but it is not always easy to get the bird out.

Hopefully this new treatment will give me confidence enough to step outside that cage door. Hopefully it will give me the desire to find me again. It was journey that began in 2019 when I started pedalling south. It never happened the way I wanted. The prison drew me back in.

But I want to fight, I want out, I want to win. I know I can do it. I may never be the man I used to be. But maybe, just maybe I may even come out of this stronger and better than before.

Sunday 30 May 2021

Five Days Is better Than None

I headed off from Childers with the intention of redoing and beating the Kullogum Killer. That was the ride where I ended up badly dehydrated whilst still in the midst of Wongi State Forest.

I had planned better and was prepared better. I had more supplies and was able to carry more water due to the fact that I was towing my Extrawheel trailer.

The first day was simple, it was around 2.00 pm when I left Childers. I was planning on camping in one of the local parks or rest areas, but being a long weekend there was just too much traffic. So I decided to ride out of town along Rainbows Rd until it got closer to night fall. It was around 16 km when I finally found a nice area to camp.

I got set up, this was going to be the first night in the new Burrow Bivvy Tent. I set it up, found some rocks and made a fire pit and gathered some firewood.

Dark came soon enough and with a cosy small fire going I set about getting some dinner on. Tonight's specialty was spaghetti bolegnese. 

I hadn't seen a car, or another person since I had left the small town. It was quiet, and it didn't take long for the serenity to start soaking in. This is what I love, in the middle of nowhere, a small fire and not a sound except the crickets and night birds. I turned in shortly after and it didn't take long to fall asleep.

Morning came around after a mixed night's sleep. Changing between hot and cold in the new bivvy made it uncomfortable at times. It held some condensation over the course of the night, although not to the point where it was dripping on me.

Up and with some porridge and coffee on my stomach it was time to get packed up and on the road. I will say that the new bivvy made for a quick pack up. I left my sleeping mat and pillow inside it when rolling it up.

Off on the new route now, it seemed so much easier than the previous time I went through Wongi. The road much smoother, with less ruts and washouts made it easier to ride loaded. The trailer in tow seemed to help with less weight directly on the bike.

Continuing along Rainbows Rd it wasn't long before I was Agnesvale Rd. The road narrowed but was still a joy to ride in. It was also signed along the way making it more comfortable knowing I was on the right track. Something that caused me a lot of questioning on my prior trip.

My plan was to head down these roads and join onto the beginning of Old Coach Rd, but this didn't happen. I followed the signs and my route on Komoot but ended up on some of the old route that I had done. It was good though, this was the better section of the forestry roads.

I started noticing familiar sights, like bridges, clearings and a particular creek crossing that I collected water from. I came out right where I had camped before. This was good, I knew where I was. That's always a good feeling.

On Old Coach Rd now I was making my way for Kullogum Rd. There was evidence of four wheel drives and some of the road had been chopped up. Up hill and down I continued and onto Kullogum.

It was still a challenge and I was tiring. I was also getting low on water, again. This was all good though. I wasn't aiming for Brooweena, I was only aiming for North Aramara, which much closer.

I soon found my spot where I had collapsed last time. I was so excited to make it past here. One more hill and I was on a down hill run. I finished the last of my water at the top of this hill as a celebration. Down hill for the most part now to North Aramara.

I came into the small village just prior to 5.00 pm. I was told I could get water at the town hall on the other side of the township, but I needed somewhere to camp. As I came into town I saw the old Armara North State School that was now closed. This was now a recreation area cared for by Fraser Coast Council. There was a weather shed at the rear and a tank of crystal clear water, just what I needed.

Set up for the night under the shelter I had no phone service to check in. My wife is coming accustomed to this, but it did make me think of the importance of a sattelite messenger. With dinner done I turned in watching the lightning show coming up on the horizon. Then it was rime to listen to some heavy rain as I drifted off to sleep.

After a good night sleep I was woken by some nearby roadworks machinery. Up, packed and coffeed up it was time to hit the road for Memorial Bridge. Not an overly long day, but I was ignorant of what may lay ahead.

It didn't take long to ride the remainder of North Aramara Rd. With just a short pedal along Maryborough Biggenden Rd I was on Glenbar Rd which was much, much quieter.

It wasn't long before I was on gravel, Walkers Flat Rd and enjoying the scenery, and the serenity. Again, back on roads devoid of cars I was in my happy place. After a few more bends I was onto Gigoogman Rd, and much more open country. Tucked on behind trees I hadn't noticed the very strong westerly that had formed. I was now facing it head on, and it wasn't kind at all.

After many stops I turned onto Bullocky Rd still facing my fierce nemesis, the headwind. I was extremely close to finding a camp site along this stretch. But I pushed on and finally made Brooweena Woolooga Rd, and now only had a short distance to Memorial Bridge. 

I made it, and enjoyed such a pleasant break. It had cooled down significantly since I had hit the headwinds. Earlier in the day I had changed from a long sleeve shirt to a short sleeve. But now at Memorial Bridge I was clammering for something warm to put on. The westerly wind changed aandcoming now more from the south brought a very cool change indeed.

Warmed up and coffee on I was settled in. I set up the bivvy under the picnic shelter and tied off both ends to the structures posts. Night settling in as the sun dove down over the horizon I set in to have some dinner and turn in for the night.

It was a cool night and I was met with a cool morning when I awoke. Up and porridge with coffee I set about gettongbthings packed up. Some workman had turned up earlier to do some painting repairs to the Bridge, which is the only privately owned War Memorial in Queensland.

I was on my way and enjoying the morning. Vehicle traffic was higher on this road but they were all friendly and courteous. I stopped a few times to snack and catch my breath, and once on Running Creek Rd I was hoping the creek had water...and it did.

I stopped for a while, filtered some water and enjoyed a cool drink before heading on up the hill. This second hill is the steepest and longest along this road, and I walked it pushing the bike. But I love this road and fund it as enjoyable as the tail trails.

It was late afternoon and I wasn't feeling the best. I was still in a bit of a recovery mode from the previous two days hard yakka. About ten kilometers from Kilkivan I decided to call it a night.  On the sideof the road, the tarp strewn between two trees and the bivvy under it.

A farmer came by later in the evening with her four dogs, one I aptly named Physco...it was, in a funny l, loving kind of way. After our chat she left with her dogs behind and I settled down for some dinner. I ran out of water at the end of the night, but wasn't too concerned as it was only a short, mostly down hill run in to Kilkivan.

Up, packed and on my way skipping breakfast I was pedalling to town. I decided to go an egg and bacon roll with a couple of hash browns and coffee at one of the local establishments. I also decided that I would only rode to Kilkivan and camp for the night. I thought that a good rest might help recharge the batteries a bit.

It was here I started having issues with my colostomy again. Bugger this, I was over it. This is where I decided to call it quits for the trip. I probably overreacted too much too soon now in hind sight. But I'm still getting used to this colostomy whilst bike touring thing.

I had a great time, five days of glorious riding in some scenic and beautiful country. I met so.e characters along the way, enjoyed some serenity, and felt a little like old me again. Bit most of all I was able to extend my trip a little further than the last one. I also managed to learn and gain some experience in regards to managing myself on a trip.

Five days and two hundred kilometers, what's next? Well stay tuned for that...

Cheers, and ride safe out there 👍





























Thursday 20 May 2021

Cancer and Dealing With It's Aftermath On The Road

All I've wanted to do is get on my bike and ride. I don't mean around town, I can do that anytime on any day. But travelling by bike on a trip is what I am so wanting to get doing again.

It was a long 12 months last year, dealing with cancer, my operation and the changes that it brought about. It became even longer after dealing with the broken neck on top of it all.

As someone who has battled Anxiety, Depression and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, riding isn't just a lovely hobby, it has become a necessity for survival.

Riding is my peace, my Zen, the balancing of my ying and yang so to speak. It clears my mind, it soothes my soul. It takes away the Anxiety that abounds in this troubled mind of mine.

I actually believe that if it came to a point that I could no longer ride, I would die. To me it is as necessary as breathing.

That all being said, I have to change things a little. Yes, I love my riding around town, everything from exploration, just riding or transporting to shops etc. But I also adore my touring and bikepacking, and in this lies the dilemma.

Ever since Rectal Cancer last year left me with a permanent colostomy, it is in this that hides the challenges of touring and packing. It is no longer a case of just packing a bike with a roll of toilet paper and heading off.

Now it takes much more planning. Now I'm not talking about an overnighter, or a couple of days. They are relatively easy to deal with. But longer trips, a week, two weeks and longer.

I started out using standard colostomy pouches, both closed and drainable. Closed ones are just that, they're closed. Once filled they are disguarded and thrown into the rubbish. Drainables have an open end that can be emptied into the toilet, for such instances as diorea.

Pouches are basically a bag that adheres onto the abdomen over the stoma. It collects your output, or faeces. Not the most pleasant of subjects I know. 

Now in itself they have served their purpose. But the big issue with wearing a pouch is that your output is irregular. It happens when it happens. This makes it difficult to judge how many pouches are required on any given trip.

To give you a bit of a background here...I could go two or three days without going to the toilet. Then I could go three, or even more times in one day. Some days it was just constant small amounts of output. Some days I would have diorea. Nothing was normal or regular. I then investigated a method called Irrigation, or Bowel Training. This is what I now do.

This method is a little more involved than sticking on a bag. It requires a little time and effort, and water.

Irrigation is a basically giving yourself an enema. Filling a bag with around a liter of water at a particular temperature. Then is fed into the stoma filling the bowel at a prescribed rate. To fast a flow, or wrong temperature and it can cause stomach cramps, and even cause one to pass out.

Now, of course there is a method by where the waste is caught. Prior to filling the bowel a temporary disposable drainage bag called an Irridrain is applied. This catches any water spilled and the waste that comes out.

It takes around ten minutes to fill the bowel. Then it takes around thirty to forty minutes for the bowel to drain. This can be done daily, or every second day. I haven't had much success with going two days at yet.

After this is done a small pouch called a Mini Cap is applied. This helps contain any small amounts of output that may happen the next day. These occurances are rare though.

Why do I do this? It's simple, I have control. Where as I would go any time, any amount, I now have control over my bowel and my movement. It is a bit like being normal and regular in a way.

I choose to do this at night after dinner. I give my dinner approximately an hour to digest then go into the bathroom and do my thing. I've chosen night time for a couple of reasons.

1. I live with four women in the house. My wife and three daughters. The bathrooms in our house are pretty much over occupied in the mornings. Night time is quiet...lol.

2. I have decided to do it at night for when I go biking, and hiking. As it takes the best part of an hour to complete, it makes more sense to me to do it at night. The day is done, I'm sitting back and relaxing.

Once the application is done I can walk around and do what I want whilst I'm waiting for my bowel to drain. So I can clean up, get stuff packed ready for the next morning, blog, post on social media etc.

Yes, the drainage bag needs to be emptied. This also creates a problem. If at a comping ground, caravan park or rest area where there is a toilet, it all honkey dory. But if in the middle of the bush I have to dig a small hole to empty the contents. 

I'm a person who likes to live by the motto of Leave No Trace. Unfortunately there are certain times I have to break my own rule.

The plastic bag of course goes into my rubbish bag well wrapped up in a disposable nappy bag. So there is no rubbish left behind.

I know sometimes we have to go when we have to go. So riding or hiking along a trail nature may call, and call loudly. So I guess burrying my waste isn't a real big deal.

Unfortunately, as I said, it's not as easy as packing a roll of toilet paper. But when I look at it, I choose where I can bury it, I leave no toilet paper floating off into the breeze and the rest of my rubbish comes with me until I find a bin.

That's just the application process, on top of all this I have to plan and carry my supplies with me. Mini caps are much smaller and lighter than closed or drainable pouches. But the irrigation drainage bags are not the lightest and when I have carry quite quite a few they soon add up in weight.

This is why I found it difficult to bikepack on my last trip and took my trailer. Everything was just too overloaded.

I've decided that lightweight bikepacking for more than four days is not practical for me. Anything over that I really need to take a touring approach, either on the Kona with all four panniers, or bikepacking with the trailer in tow. There's no other way around it that I can see at the moment.

Water is essential for this process. Its not just needed for the application but I have to remain hydrated. The lower bowel removes a moisture from waste ready for processing in the rectum. Seeing I no longer have a rectum, if I become dehydrated I can end up with a blockage, something I don't want to go through. This is all big reason why I called my wife the first time on Kullogum when I became dehydrated.

I have to maintain a healthy amount of water throughout the day. Now I know that is a given but if I don't, the water will not flow into my bowel and flows straight into the irridrain. It's a waste of time, and precious water. I need to be well hydrated for it to work properly.

I know that this may have been a gross subject, but I just wanted to point out what is involved for someone with a stoma and colostomy to bikepack, tour or hike. It is still a work in progress.l and I won't give up, I will find a solution...

Cheers and ride safe out there 👍



The Irrigation bag and colostomy tip


A closed pouch v's a mini cap


The irridrain


The method


Where it goes, into the stoma



Tuesday 6 April 2021

Kullogum Killer

The best laid plans of mice and men always seems to be my way of late.

Heading off on a much cooler Friday Morning I pedalled my way along the Isis Hwy to Pine Creek Rd. Diverting onto Sully Dowding Rd would be somewhat longer. Weighing up the option of extra kilometers on the highway, or a slightly longer, quieter and mostly gravel route, well...

Now on Sully Dowding Rd I was after a forestry road that would connect me to Phillips Rd and onto Cordalba. The first road no longer existed, this is the joys of State Forest timber plantations, roads constantly change. But I did find one and I was then on my way, stopping at a pump house for a drink and then Promiseland MTB Park for lunch.

Back on the bike it wasn't long before I had navigated bast the sugar mill and heading into Apple Tree Creek. Up onto Old Creek Rd it was time for a stop at Childers to top up on water. I knew that I was not going to make Brooweena this night as I had somehow gotten the wrong distance in my head.

Out of Childers now and down Taylor Street I was on the beginning of Rainbows Rd. It quickly turned to gravel and no cars made it the perfect afternoon ride.

With the sun getting low it was time to start considering a place to set up camp. There were still a lot of driveways out where I was and I didn't want to intrude on people. But I eventually found a clear sandy spot to set up the tent, away from any driveways and well clear of the nearby fence line.

Catching up.on a quick FB post and sitting back enjoying the serenity the sun slowly sank low to the horizon...then...the onslaught of mozzies moved in like a buzzing, biting sunami.

Normally they disappeared after dark so I cowardly retreated to the tent and waited. But they didn't go away. They remained, flying, lurking and buzzing waiting for their next attack. I had to eat so sprayed up I went outside to cook, but the buggers were relentless.

After dinner it was time to call it a night and I have to say that I slept like a log. I did wake several times throughout the night, but that is nothing unusual for me.

The morning came around and the biting hoard had gone. Out of the tent, the billy put on for coffee and poridge, I packed up some gear, pulled down the tent ready for the day's adventure.

I continued along Rainbows Rd for a while longer. The Komoot route had adjusted the afternoon before when it tries to send me down a road that didn't exist. It wasn't long until it directed me to turn off. It's always a little nerve racking when you have no idea where you are, and the road you are now expected to travel is narrowing fast.

The road did open up and I continued along it for around ten kilometers. The road surface was washed out badly in places after the recent rains we had had. The gullies moreso and the evidence of water being over the road at one stage was clear. Some gullies were badly washed out making it difficult to ride. Off the bike and push was become more and more regular.

Large gouges in the road from water left a variety of rock or sand filled holes. But besides all this the ride was scenic and enjoyable.

After around ten kilometers I turned right at the direction of the GPS app, and this is where the fun really started.

I was planning on an approximate sixty kilometer ride for the day. I had about 3.5 lt of water left when departing my camp-site earlier. Thinking this was enough in the morning I didn't pay too much mind. But as the morning went on my concern for water grew.

I've always been probably too over concerned with water. I have a habit of taking far more than I need. I suppose it is just habit now, but travelling in remote areas I'd rather be over prepared than under.

After the turn right I stopped to check the amount of liquid gold I had left. I had consumed too much for the time I had been out riding. The road conditions making for slow going and the humidity that had been building had caught me off guard.

I spotted what looked like an old cattle camp. Logs laid deeper around a fire pit. There it was, tall and green, a water tank, or was it. No it wasn't, it was a molasses tank. Molasses is used for cattle, no good for drinking unless it has been distilled into rum. From here I was now on strict water rations. I still had just under fifty kilometers to go.

From the camp the road began to get worse, much worse. The road quickly turned to a trail, then it turned to a track, then it wasn't long before I was following cattle tracks. Thicketts of lantana and scrub lay on my way as I pushed the bike through. Handlebars and pedals catching on vines made it even harder.

Creek crossings now, although dry, were badly washed out. The need to lift the bike down and drag it up out of the creek bed became a regular occurrence.

Walking was more of a given now, far more than I cared for. Hills steep and severely washed out made it hard to push the bike up them. Thirty kilometers down and I was done for the day. I had had enough and it was time to set up camp.

Earlier I had found a muddy puddle. It was the only water that I had seen since leaving Childers. I drew som from it and poured it into my filter bladder. I managed to filter about 500 ml before the sediment blocked my Sawyer water filter. I came across a running creek shortly after but it was far from clear, but with my filter block it was impossible to filter it.

After setting up camp I strolled back down to the creek and caught up around 2 lt. I went back to camp and boiled some, but even after boiling the dirty tast was still strong. But it was what I had and made the best of it.

Being on rations for most of the day dehydration had already started to set in. I was already feeling unwell and still had twenty eight kilometers to ride the next day. I didn't eat that night, but instead I laid in my mesh covering sipping on what clean water I had.

The next morning came around and I organised a coffee and a double portion of Oats to make up for not having dinner the previous night.

I was feeling groggy and heavy. My balance was a little off as I started the remainder of the trip to Brooweena.

After five kilometres I was feeling shot. Low on energy, feeling sick and starting with a pretty bad headache I stopped to get some if the remainder of my water into me. I was only sipping slowly, and I was now down to 1100 ml. 

I pulled out my bladder and tipped the remainder of my water into it. I added some orange flavoured hydration tablets to hide the taste and to help keep some electrolytes in me.

I didn't have the energy to ride up the hills, so that left me with pushing. Now my throat was swelling. The clavicle that had been dusplaced in last year's accident was pushing against my windpipe, or visa versa. I was unable to eat as my mouth was to dry. When I tried to have a wrap with peanut butter and honey on it, I couldn't process it in my mouth. I sucked on the honey bottle for sugars to fuel my body some. But sugars need water for the body to process them.

I pushed on a little further, rolling down hills and pushing up them. My water was getting lower and lower. Even though I sipped, I was scared thatbI would run out.

The road condition had improved by now. But the hills killed me. I finally had to make a decision. I checked my phone for service and I had enough to text my wife for pick up. I was done, and the plan was to struggle on to Brooweena. But I couldn't make it that far. I only had 200 ml left with fifteen kilometres still to go.

I didn't know this area and I had no idea of what lay ahead. All I knew was there was a big incline before me that I knew I would struggle with. I was done, I was just about to vomit and the swollen throat made it hard to swallow anything.

I pulled over to the side of the road and pulled my groundsheet off my bike. I strung it between two trees to provide shade. Luckily for me I had made it to a mapped and named road. This made it a lot easier for my wife to find me. I wasn't going to make Brooweena.

After making necessary arrangements I laid in the shade sipping slowly on the remaining 200 ml of water. It eventually ran out and all I could do is lay there still, in the shade to preserve what moisture I had left in my body.

The ending was a happy one as I am writing this blog. But I have to say I was scared, very scared. Two cars drove by me that day, and even though I motioned them for help they continued pas. All I wanted was a bit of water, my wife was on her way.

Needless to say there is one thing I will not forget in future. There is one tool that O left behind as I didn't think I would need it. I was riding the rail trails after all. There is plenty of water sources along them.

That tool is the flushing syringe for back flushing my Sawyer water filter. Had I remember that, I could have filled all my water bottles and bladder up, 7 lt in total. I  could've spent another night camped on thw side of the road I needed, I wouldn't have suffered from severe dehydration as I did.

But I didn't remember it, and now I am at home preparing to do the trip again. This time it will be successful. I have a couple friends who know the area very well. I now have a mapped route far easier than the one I had planned for myself.

But that is for another time, not too far away. Now it will be a pleasant week down to South Grafton to visit family, and maybe a detour on the way home. Yes the bike will be coming.

Cheers all, and ride safe out there.






Getting off the highway






Finding my way onto Phillips Rd


Found Phillips Rd



 


Some great orchards along the way. Lemons.




Via Cordalba to Isis Central. ISIS Sugar Mill.


The start of Rainbows Rd, leading into Wongi State Forest


I didn't taste the wares.


First night's camp, on the side of Rainbows Rd.


Looking down the road from where I was camped.














The awesomeness that is Wongi State Forest as the road closes and the tracks begin.

As tough as it was, it was beautiful the same time.